The Post Where I Rant About a Lot of Shit

Soooo fucking backed up at work. I will have  do some catching up either tonight after the boys fall asleep or early in the morning. AND I have to work on Saturday this week. AND I have that interview Monday I still haven't prepared for.

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My wife will be picking up the boys from day care tomorrow. I can use the break, and it will only be for a couple days; but I'm also already starting to feel shitty and depressed about not seeing them.

I was looking through old family pictures and videos, which just made me my depressed...not clinically or anything. It just sucks. And I STILL can't believe this is the life my wife has chosen for our family and herself. A life where she only sees her sons 2 to 3 days per week. A life where her boys don't have access to her every day.

Wish I never met her. And I never would have had children with her if I knew she was capable of this. 

Just in a bitter fucking pissed off, sad mood today. I miss my family. And she is off having a great time or whatever with her girlfriend. Homewrecker bitch.